1st Of The Year Songtext

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1st Of The Year Songtext
First of the year, you said, "Hey, you sleep tight"
On the second, told me someone had changed your mind
And I've been goin' through it
'Cause I think I waited for too long
And there's nothin' else to it
All that I can do is get drunk and get through it
This might be the end of it all
I miss the days and how I felt before

It's a real thing
Don't think I've ever been scared this much
'Cause I'm used to take off
When it gets deeper
When it gets harder
I know how to guard myself quite well

It wasn't meant to be
I know it was scary to open your heart to me
And once you did, I ran like a little kid
And even though I seem like I've moved on
There's nothin' out there that has killed me for this long
It's been weeks and months of debatin'
If it's worth it and if I should be changin'

It's a real thing
Don't think I've ever been scared this much
'Cause I'm used to take off
When it gets deeper
When it gets harder
I know how to guard myself quite well

I get high instead
And then I try to forget
You and me in bed
And how it felt
I get high instead
And then I try to forget
You and me in bed
And how it felt
It's a real thing
Don't think I've ever been scared this much
'Cause I'm used to take off
When it gets deeper
When it gets harder
I know how to guard myself quite well