A Broken Glass Songtext

I dream of killing myself, I'm in front of a screen it reflects my dead shape, but death has never scared me I break the screen I think of fleeing, I start to hear a melody that guides my will to understand why my deathwish is so real I get out for a walk and I can not find anymore a feeling that makes me stay everything looks so grey a broken glass touches my neck, I want to cut my innocence I'm hypnotized looking the glass, I want to feel it's coldness I flee from the land of the sin I want to hear one last melody I want to flee My life runs out, I've given up, don't care about my family there's no doubt they won't care too, it's time to bring my destiny A broken glass cuts my neck, I start to feel a bit tired all around turns to red, just hope death arrives in time