A Needle Through The Heart Songtext

This ignorance is catching up with me
Dragging me down, disrupting my thoughts constantly
I'm sick of these games, I don't know what to do
I'll somehow find that way to disappoint you

(Like a needle through the heart)It hurts me so bad
(Like a needle through the heart)I can't take this anymore
(Like a needle through the heart)It's almost over now

Is this all one big joke to you?