airport Songtext
If you don't know how to fix me by now, will you ever?
'Cause I can't keep on having the same fights, no, I can't live like this
I finish your sentences and you talk right through me
And we hear what we already believe and shut down
With your high reasoning you've committed what is wrong with me
To your own happenstance memory
It's been years since I blacked out at school and I woke up
In a drunken adolescent daze in a hospital bed
'Cause I can't keep on having the same fights, no, I can't live like this
I finish your sentences and you talk right through me
And we hear what we already believe and shut down
With your high reasoning you've committed what is wrong with me
To your own happenstance memory
It's been years since I blacked out at school and I woke up
In a drunken adolescent daze in a hospital bed
You were standing in the back, your eyes heavy
Through the fog in my head and to this day, I'm in that bed
With the data on hand, you've drawn a diagnostic diagram
Of the faults of my brain in the sand
Do-do-do, do-do-do
Do-do-do, do-do
And I know I'm a crazy waste of space to society
But I don't want that to be what you think about me
I say that I don't care, but I wish you were proud of me
I've worked so hard to change this much, will it ever be enough?
'Cause I told my past to a woman on an airplane
And it felt like a whole different world
'Cause I couldn't connect to the person I was describing
As if I, long ago, wasn't me
Through the fog in my head and to this day, I'm in that bed
With the data on hand, you've drawn a diagnostic diagram
Of the faults of my brain in the sand
Do-do-do, do-do-do
Do-do-do, do-do
And I know I'm a crazy waste of space to society
But I don't want that to be what you think about me
I say that I don't care, but I wish you were proud of me
I've worked so hard to change this much, will it ever be enough?
'Cause I told my past to a woman on an airplane
And it felt like a whole different world
'Cause I couldn't connect to the person I was describing
As if I, long ago, wasn't me
