Blackberry Songtext

Been trying to tell you, you don’t understand
If I keep falling I know where I’ll land
Things broken and worthless go into the trash can
Hit every hurdle, made every mistake
I run from myself but I still can’t escape
I’m not a hero, I just wear the cape
To convince myself that I should stay awake

You try to catch me
But I’m too empty
When life gets messy
Well I wish that you would just forget me
Cuz I’m so broken
That I can’t be fixed
All my Zen was stolen
Or did it ever even exist?