Conspiracy Of Emotions Songtext

Its raining emotions-
And its getting harder to stay alive. Because I know that I can never meet your mold. It's so hard to strive for you when you feel like you died. Despite how hard I tried. And if I could take your breath away, you'd asphyxiate. Because I devote every feeling to you. And if you forgot to breathe, I'd forget to live. So take this away, don't try to pretend like you care. And its hard to heal, when the wounds you feel are six feet deep. And could you please kill me, before I kill myself. Am I a waste of breath, a human being atrocity? My heart is being torn apart, 3 simple words you never spoke. The truth is a bullet, aimed straight for my head. And although it won't make a difference, I'll still speak to you. The thought seems bleak, So I'll shut up, close my eyes, drop my head, think of the things you said, then shut my mind, hope for a difference, wish for the same. Because in your heart, I'm the one to blame.