Constantly Waiting Songtext

But I don't know what it can be,
I know it is not possessions and I know it is not religion.

Will I ever find out
And do I wanna find out,
And is it gonna take a long time?

Because I'm always

Constantly waiting for something better to come along,
Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?
Constant regret for every little thing that is gone,
Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

I have decisions to make.
I need to pick up the pieces and cast off all the downs that are on my mind
I can be strong by myself.
I came into the world alone and I managed before and I can do it again,
This is not the end, I won't let it be the end.
I'm sick and tired of the pain
I know the hurt I feel wasn't half as bad as when you were with me.
And I should be thankful, and I should be grateful.
And all the tears I cried didn't do me any good and they just let me
looking ugly.
Now it's not too late for me
'cause I refuse to be

Constantly waiting for something better to come along.
Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?
Constant regret for every little thing that is gone,
Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

People say that I'm changed,
But I don't know if it's good or bad.
So can you tell me am I wrong, am I wrong, am I wrong now?

Do I say what I want,
Do I say what I feel.

Tell me, am I wrong , am I wrong, am I wrong?
Do I want it all back? Do I want it all back? No.

I don't wonna be waiting, no.