Could I Songtext

how could I let you do this again?
how could I let myself be sucked into
this thing called "friends"?
how could I let you hurt me this way?
torturing myself day after day after day
you'd have thought I'd learned by now
want to let you go, but don't know how

how could I let you kiss me like that?
all of my hopes up, only to be squashed flat