Disease Songtext

Had a spark once and watched it die.
And I can't think of a good reason why.
It's hard to live when you can't feel
it's hard to believe that this is what's real.
All I touch wilts and dies
and all I speak is laced in lies.
How much further will I fall
before I'm crushed against the wall?
Now I've killed all that ever mattered
Leaving my reality shattered.