Empty Songtext

Still I’m-

Try'na fill a void with elicit toys 'til I can't avoid my fate
Try'na not destroy everything I touch when I feel a rush from your taste
I'm a work in progress if I'm being honest
I be liking college from excessive mileage
Ain't no way from hiding everything I damaged
Ain’t no way to manage how I made you vanish
The weight on my shoulders just might make me, drown
The way that I hold you up might take me, down
Out of my way, wildin’ those chairs through the window display
If it weren't for our son, we’d have nothing but pain
In the end, nothing left to explain, it's all feeling

Empty
I feel empty
I'm so empty
I feel empty
Still I'm-
Underneath a ton of bricks now
I’m feeling like my heart is frozen
I've been try'na walk across this bridge now
But every step I take is stolen
So I'm getting up again, I'm reaching for the pen
I find I'm in a bleak state of mind
Reaching for the gin while try'na keep it in
I ride by, give me peace, take your time
I'm only try'na stay alive, pal
Try'na get some satisfaction
From the machines that wanna bleed me dry now
And turn me out into a has-been
I see demons in the night, they keep me from the light
I wanna find a way to feel it all again
Soul has got a hole, it's sleek and on the road
I'm losing all my goals, I'm try'na keep 'em in

Is anybody feeling my pain?
Is anybody going my way?
I came for last call, double up
Still can't get enough
Ain't that, light it up

Still I'm empty
I feel empty
I'm so empty
I feel empty
Still I'm-