Falling Down Songtext

I'm trying so I took this chance to tell you
That I'm trying to change
I'm trying, but I'm only up when I'm falling down

I'm only fond of living when I'm falling down
I'm trying, but I turn the door to greet you
And I'm falling down
I'm writhing so I drank all day to tell you
That I just can't recall
I can't pick myself up
when everyone wants to see me fall

I'm falling and I want to see you when I won't be
falling down
I'm falling in, and I'm only up when I'm
falling down