Find The Body Songtext

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Find The Body Songtext
Diagnose me all the same
I don't have weights in my pockets
It's just my legs
And some days I think I've lost it
And other days I feel just okay
I do it under the guise of self-improvement
Like I'm movin' in a better direction
Than I was before
Cause' these days, goin' backwards
Feels better than not movin' at all

I tell you that I'm tired of myself
I'm tired of this feeling
That I'm always fucking feeling
Cause' I just can't let it go
Every time I'm in the deep end
I let the water in my lungs
Drown me from the inside out
Cause' I won't let it leave me
Til' I'm fucked up in the head
I'll wake up somewhere else instead
Of being in your way, book a hotel
Stay a week before they find the body
I hope you all forget about me

And they'll say she
Was such a lovely girl
I never would've guessed that
She was hurting
Throwing up and cursing the world
And they'll say she
Was such a pretty girl
I never would've guessed she
Wanted surgery on her face
And on her body as well

But I told you I was tired of myself
Tired of the feeling
That I was always fucking feeling
Cause' I just wouldn't let it go
And when I was in the deep end
I let the water in my lungs
Drown me from the inside out
Cause' I wouldn't let it leave me
Til' I was fucked up in the head
I woke up somewhere else instead
Of being in your way, booked a hotel
Stayed for a week before they found my body
I guess you all forgot about me