Habits Songtext

So out of place with these fake people in my face
I cannot relate, yeah
Sometimes I feel
Like I create, and they just take everything that I make
Turnaround and then hate
Maybe i was living off expectations
Or I was born in the wrong generation
That's probably it
Meanwhile I'm crushing weed overseas
Hopefully tonight we'll find more
Long days on tour
Backstage getting boring
But step on stage and they roaring

I fell in love with a very bad habit
But I feel alive for the very first time

I don't wanna die
But I don't, I don't wanna hide
Or keep shit inside I will not cry, so
I deal how I deal with it, deal with it
I am 13 hours clean and still counting
Save me from these day dreams about it
Under full moons, night swims, and tattoos
I cannot stand these fucking rules
I been sailing too long in cold water
Restrain me from these pills and more doctors
And erase me from this page and start over
I want to start over

I fell in love with a very bad habit
I was alive for the very first time

You said goodbye when I was trying to say
”Something ain't right inside of me”
I wanna run away
(I wanna run away, run away)
I don't wanna stay
(I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay) here
I wish you could relate
I'd wish upon a star- fuck that, leave it up to fate
We are who we are so don't judge me
Just 'cause its hard to smile
Read between thin white lines
See what's in my mind

I feel in love with a very bad habit
But I was alive for the very first time
You said goodbye when I was trying to say
”Something ain't right inside of me”