Happy? Songtext

Always want what I haven't got Wanna be what I am not You wish me somewhere I can't be seen I am caught where I've never been Your feelings become mine for a while As I realize your stronger than I The freak show is about to begin As I turn around and let you in And let you in I don't know what I wanna be Searching for someone, don't look at me I just want what I haven't got I just shoot and something dies Find it hard to explain So how can you understand I'm killing things with this razor blade Makin'' sure a price gets paid A price gets paid I'm happy with my misery Please leave me be There's nothing wrong with me, you see I'm happy with my misery I'm happy Get the phone - Get the phone Though I try to kick you out of this haze Been like this for weeks and days What is now and what have I said I really don't know I really can't tell Creeping along these walls of hate Quiet, don't wanna complicate Saying to myself once more Forever never, never more Never more Get the picture - Get the picture I'm happy with my misery Please leave me be There's nothing wrong with me, you see I'm happy with my misery Happy with my misery Please leave me be There's nothing wrong with me, you see I'm happy with my misery Aaaahhhhhhh!