Hesitant And Polite Songtext

blissful wishes, floating in the cloudsi see ambition killing us i've foundjustified decisions knocking me downcan't stop this piston, flooded engine.distant misses common excusescaptured a glisten of a smile that makes me smilenow i've looked all around meand i am still decidingwho has listened to the strength in my sanity.i know this is not alot, it comes two foldand i'll swallow every drop, it's like strictninemixed with cyanide.i thought i triedi lost my mind.so pure, not so, so sure i will gogood intention for bad predictionsi thought i triedthought you'd remember me from two days for two weeksyou laughed and i smiled my heart can't forget nowi lost my mindi thought i tried.one time not silentthe one next to you is not the one to blamecome we're all sitting here in a circle of shita million miles of shitcovering the ground.the love you plan, it still erases.i know this is not alot, it comes two foldand i'll swallow every drop, It's like strictninemixed with cyanidei know i believe in Godit shows too slow butyou're all i've gotcause it still feels good to be different.different from you, i thought you knewi tried my hardest to keep you alivethought you would be honest, thought you would be truebut it all turns my way it all turns to graynothing to left to say, nothing to say.colors so sad it will make you cry, lost in the innocense i'm lost in you.stumbled and fell downnothing left to do but look around us in the endwe look for something to usewe look for something shovesome we take as its handedsome we take for grantedbut some weren't lucky enoughsome weren't blessed enough to be standing on the lineinside and everyoneas their name is calledthis is a roll callthis is a roll call.tell me what is realtell me what's the differenceeverything is shitjust like your pale facescared by the vision of everythingturning to fire underneath your blisterseverything is shit.