Hey H.B. Songtext

I´ve tried so hard to stand the blame I´ve played the role of penitence and shame I´ve nailed my hands to every cross Payed the price my life seemed to cost I´ve fought against my own small peace Of a bitter destiny Fatefull Memories Learned to torture me Hey H.B. How much is there for me Just a hole in my head And blood on my bed Finally I will be unchained and free Get me off of my knees Hey H.B. I forgot my hunger Food was just pain I ran away so far away But came always back again I gave what I had got With a smile on my face Viscious circles In devils embrace And after all these leeches Sucking off my blood Finally I´m swimming High above the flood With no right nad no wrong No fearfull no strong The conclusion off all Is singing this song