I Ain't Goin' Under Songtext

I've counted all the pores of my skin
I've listed all the places I've been
I'm trying not to keep it out of my mind
I'm trying to remember my lines
I'm trying to will the sun to shine
So I don't crack and crumble with time

Deep inside I've determined to win
I must admit to the skin I'm in
I ain't going under this time