I Need A Crown Songtext

I need a crown that's simply what I've needed all my life
I need a crown that's what I need to find.
My crown stands for love the love I'm searching for
Sometimes I wonder where I should look for this love I need I walk around but I can't see it anymore
Maybe I forgot the way it looks, the smell of it, the chance it brings
Oh please believe what I say here nothing is fake, the pain I'm talking about is real
you cannot even imagine what I have seen I'm not complaining and I'm not spoiled at all
It was dark, so dark and I survived it and from the blue I want to reach the light

(Thanks to Silvia for these lyrics)