I Pretend To Choke Songtext

I pretend, I pretend to choke
but there are things we should not joke about.
I made a list - a list of things I tried so hard,
so hard to forget about.
I awoke to find my neighbors gone,
some moved away or even dead.
Everything changes so much.
Nothing ever stays the way it is.
It don't do me much good here,
the earth is changing every year.