I Wrote My Will Last Night Songtext

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I Wrote My Will Last Night Songtext
Baby, I've been dealing only with something
I know I always say it's nothing
But I gotta stop this running
I know you didn't see this coming
But I've been dealing with something I can't name
Lately, I've been feeling like I'm in a fucking game
Crashing into walls 'cause my player has no aim
And don't you dare say that you ever felt the same
You think you know me, right?
You is my homie, right?
Nowhere to be found
When I overdosed that night
They see me through a glass
So they never ask
Hey, buddy
Don't you think it's time to relax?

(Ah)
(Ah)
(Ah)

Never felt my faith run away so quick
But angel numbers sure don't do the trick
And maybе my decisions all make 'eHim sick
Or maybе He thinks I'm gonna win
Or maybe He thinks I'm a fuckin' prick
Or maybe He thinks I don't fucking think
Or maybe He thinks I'mm a fuckin' sink
Or maybe He thinks I'mm a fuckin' sink
And maybe I'm the "U" in T-U-V
But I don't think I'll make it to see you and me
And yes, you were right, I was a creep
Makes sense I'm not someone you will keep

(Ah)
(Ah)
(Ah)

When I say I sold my soul, I mean that I gave it up
To the internet, back when it was all fun
Things I've gone through, only twenty-one
All my family thinks that I'm the one
Thinks that I'm the one
Thinks that I'm the one
But how do you think it feels when the pressure's on your son?
Thinkin' of the feeling of a pressure of a gun
Pressed against my temple for the stoppage of my lungs
I've been tellin' them that they don't know who I am
And maybe that's a good thing 'cause you'll never understand
And maybe you need someone that can lend a helping hand
But I got problems too, and feelings that I cram

When I get nervous, I run away
When I get scared, I run away
When I see me, I run away
When I see me, I stay away

Maybe I'm not someone that you like, oh no
Talkin' to myself this night, you know
Do I really like this life, you know?
I don't really like my life, you know? ([?])

(When I get nervous, I run away)
(When I get scared, I run away)
(When I see me, I run away)
(When I see me, I stay away)