Killing You Was Hard Songtext

And there's hardly any air And there's hardly any romo And there's no more yearning And that's all i have left I must get out I have to go And yet - I am only looking for you The life I never found Life - my refuge in despair All I did was to curse you In order later and much depper still To attempt just the kiss You - the light of my soul And now to you - My sick brain Preserved in the liquid of time I gave you blood from my heart Fed you with the power of senses I let you have authority over much Even gave you authority over my auctions I gave you love - my trust My friend - you hurt me And yet - it is not over I still can hear your breathing And i Can still see the trembling of your hands Memories begin to come alive Begin once again to torture me And quietly wn my heart My heart - you trustful pain You kept me alive And beat me with more torture And I still don't understand No - it's not over yet I still can see the brightness in your eyes The twichting of your body Killing you was hard though Yes - the killing was hard Your name today sounds like an empty book Like a promise never fulfilled Killing you was hard Yes - killing you was hard For a short time your were the light And you were my gateway to the world Thus there you lie now in your liquid Slowly dying from within me