Listening Songtext

I'm Face first again on the ground
and I can't believe what i've found
When she talks you answer you can take away cancer im lucid and letting you down
And you took my away everything you took my promises
I cant control what comes and what goes with it
I talk to god just to see if he's listening well I hope he's not listening to me no I hope hes not listening to me
So don't even try to read me
Im telling it all but the truth
im begging you please so I hope you believe because I don't want to leave without you
And Im down, Im down on my knees in the rain I thought I could change everything I though I could make myself stop