My Search Songtext

I want to scream

My eyes are closed
I can't see anything
I don't even know
where I am

My hands are tied
I can't touch my face
I can't get away
I hate this place

My voice is
my voice is mute
I cannot speak
I want to shout
My voice is
my voice is mute
I want to shout
I want to scream
I'm on my search
I can't find myself
I hate this all
I am on my search

Who - is - to - blame?
Tell me, who is to blame?
Yes it's me, it's my own shame!
Who is guilty?
Who is to blame?
Yes it's me
It's my own shame

I'm on my search
seek my way

My voice is
my voice is mute
I cannot speak
I want to shout
My voice is
my voice is mute
I want to shout
I want to scream

I'm in a rage
I cannot stand this pain
It feels like acid
in my veins

I try to find
To find my way
I wanna go
Don't want to stay

I'm on my search
I can't find myself
I hate this all
I am on my search

Now I know
what I've got to do
I have to kill myself
But first I'm killing you!