Not Angry ... Tired Songtext

it was a sunday when tom came around and said "give me your cd player or you life" i didn't argue 'cause tom had a knife i said "tom, i don't understand you're acting like a fool you know me, we went to the same school" he said "eddie, that's not the point you were always fair it's not you i'm after it's you CD player" i thought about that while tom was busy dismantling my gear about how he would've sliced me from ear to ear i won't worry myself about it i will lay my head down if i find a soft spot in the ground when tom finally left with my machine which he so desired i wasn't angry, i was just tired so i went out to a local bar not so far from here thought i'd find consolation in beer and who should be there in that same bar but sandy, my ex wife she was having a drink with tom the man with a knife i said "sandy! what the hell are you doing that man took what was mine" and she said "well so did you for a long long time but I'm not angry I'm just tired" i won't worry myself about it... when i got home from the pub that night i just stared at my stack system stereo at the little empty space where my CD player should go i thought about what had been stolen and what had been lost and what could be regained and at what cost and how i let sandy go 'cause i wanted an easy life and there are thing more frightening than a man with a knife i won't worry myself about it...