Not Okay Songtext

I can't think of
Anything, anything, anything
And I hate the state I'm in
Anything, anything, anything
Wish I could be sure of it
Praying and praying and praying
We're praying we haven't been wasting
We're praying we're never pretending

I got nothing to say
I'm lost for words, but I'd write you an essay
I got nothing to say
'Cause we're not okay

Not okay
I can't think of
Anything, anything, anything
And I hate the state I'm in
Anything, anything, anything
Wish I could be sure of it Praying and praying and praying
We're praying we haven't been wasting
We're praying we're never pretending
(Ah, fuck it)

But what am I missing?
It's like an addiction
I don't wanna listen
'Cause we're not, no, we're not okay
See the future
I wanna see what's coming
Do we grow old together?
(Wish I could be sure of it)

I got nothing to say
I'm lost for words, but I'll write you an essay
I've got nothing to say
'Cause we're not okay
And what if I wrote you a song?
Can't say it out loud, 'cause I think my head's wrong
I got nothing to say
'Cause we're not okay

I can't think of
Anything, anything, anything
And I hate the state I'm in
Anything, anything, anything
Wish I could be sure of it
Praying and praying and praying
We're praying we haven't been wasting
We're praying we're never pretending
Wish I could be sure of it