Not Tonight Songtext

My hands keep trembling when I think of you
You’re always inside like an open wound
Sorry that I'm not enough for you
I'm done trying my eyes keep tightening when I think of you
Holding it back I can't do this not now
But somehow I knew it would happen
Can't calm down I fucking panic
Every time we fight
And I swear I love hearing your voice
But I just can't do it tonight
See you some other time

Oh my god here we go again
Are we going too slow wish I knew what it meant
When you say its my fault but there's more to be said
You won't answer my calls anymore or admit
That it’s your fault too and here we go again
I fucking hate love and all the things I did
Always care too much sick of arguing
You never did much were you even a friend at all
The hourglass is running out of sand
This is getting way too out of hand
I don’t remember this in the contract
Try to reach and you wouldn't call back
Cut me off and cut all contact