Out Into the Snow Songtext

Yours was getting low
So I stepped out into the snow

Cut through the car wash across the street
Where a man cleaned the salt from his tires
Passed through the grocery store parking lot
Where open hands bummed nickels for fires

They sang "have you anything to keep a belly warm"
On the coldest night of the year
I gave my change to a bucket of steam
Said he had to get the hell out of here

Before he froze
And I stepped out into the snow

Found you flickering by lightbulbs
Your new shadows swayed in the concrete
Said baby it's true
You get cold so you look for heat
Everywhere I've been is empty and thin
And swallowed by the bay

Standing too low
And I stepped out into the snow

Verse from the Bible, memorized in childhood
Fell from your tongue to the car keys
Asked me if it mattered, everything had a pattern
You can't stand far enough back to see it

I helped you to bed, then I washed my face
Covered my hands over your kitchen sink
Then I cracked the window and let some pressure escape
Just in time to hear a siren scream

You'd better go
And I stepped into the snow

Shed my clothes and killed the lights
And laid in my bed staring at the rooftop
This is as quiet as the city gets
Shooting neon all over our cracked windshields

I don't remember what happened next
I'm afraid it took me by surprise
The night rolled in, it felt dark and then
I guess I closed my eyes

Just that note
And I stepped out into the snow

Dreamed I was a school of fish
I dreamed I was a mother nursing a child
Dreamed I was the long black train
Rattling through the countryside

Dreamed I was reborn in a tornado closet
In the mason jar's cobweb
Took some time to find my way out of the basement

The climb was slow
And I stepped back out into the snow