Own Victim Songtext
I did it again, I hurt myself
I did it again, it was nobody else
Living a sick life, trying to make ends meet
I'll never get ahead, I must admit my defeat
I tried to play you, make you the fool
But it backfired, you made me feel so cruel

And you can't run
You can't run
When you are your own victim
And you can't hide
You can't hide
You'll find yourself on the other side

I've fallen into my own trap
I kick myself, I feel like crap
Won't anybody help
Make me stop hurting myself
On bitter cold nights I sit alone
Deep thoughts creep through my head unknown
And I can't take this feeling
Can't go through the process of healing

And you can't run
You can't run
When you are your own victim
And you can't hide
You can't hide
You'll find yourself on the other side
I hide my face
'Cause I'm so ashamed
I feel I'm a disgrace
There's only me to blame
I'm stuck in the cold
Nothing to gain
This is getting old
I blame myself again
No more time for stupid excuses
Theres nothing here that can be any good
In the end guess who loses
I think suicide, maybe I should

And you can't run
You can't run
When you are your own victim
And you can't hide
You can't hide
You'll find yourself on the other side