Paled Empty Sphere Songtext

I can feel the sorrow build inside my mind.
The ??? of success at the price I had to pay.

Is it the life I had to live? Yeah.
I pretend there's nothing to complain about.
Am I locked in a circle that can't be broken?
Or is it just a paled, empty dream?

The vault was closing in and I can't breathe.
It feels like I'm underwater and I can't swim.