Pices of a broken ship Songtext

i often wonder what kind of crazy thoughts rush through your head how stupid i turned out what made me act this way and if you knew about my serious thinking and all the time i spent clinging to the wheel of time wouldn't make it any better one single phrase with all its beauty truth and your alcoholic eyes echos through my head reflections penetrate with a vengeance as if you were standing right in front of me slightly touching my shoulder and speaking into my face why can't we converge again talk the night away until the veil of dawn rocks us to sleep feel trust reliance and retrieve all the treasure i put at stake yeah i guess it would only take some time i often wonder what exactely you think when you look at me this way do you still consider me your friend in any way but i hope one day i'll ask you all and we will find that we can fix these pieces of our broken ship and sail around the world why can't we converge again talk the night away until the veil of dawn rocks us to sleep feel trust reliance and retrieve all the treasure i put at stake cause i know that i'm not better off without you yeah i know that i'm not better off without you not better off alone good friend good friend i'm a bad good friend