Sad AF Songtext

Just don't break my heart, I don't care if you kill me (I'm already dead)
Molly capsules, Percocets, all to numb my feelings (All to numb my feelings)
To hide my insecurities, stack hundreds to the ceiling (Hundreds to the ceiling)
She broke my heart apparently, now I need penicillin (I need penicillin)
Devil sent me a message, he said he want my soul (Said he want my soul)
I hate to be the bad news bearer, but it's already sold (It's already sold)
I just left from Chicago, but a nigga heart still cold (A nigga heart still cold)
Fake love give me heartburn, but a nigga heart still froze (A nigga heart still froze)

They look at me like something, but I feel like nothing (Like nothing)
Never mind, I feel numbness, paranoid when I'm in public (Yeah)
That's why I clutchin', on God, you ain't takin' nothin' (Yeah)
On God, you ain't takin' shit from me, remember I ain't never had nothin' (Yeah, yeah)

I woke up sad (I woke up sad)
I woke up sad as fuck (As fuck)
I'm up until dawn (I'm up until dawn)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck ('Cause I, 'cause I)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck ('Cause I, 'cause I)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck
They told me I couldn't just watch
If a nigga got a problem, got a dick or a tit' in the Glock (Baow)
I'm shootin' shit 'til it's empty, like thirty or fifty a opp (Thirty or fifty a opp)
I'm shootin' shit 'til it's empty, like thirty or fifty a opp
Like thirty or fifty shots
Damn, that's like thirty or fifty a Glock (Fifty a Glock)
Ain't no suit and ties here, you better go mind your business (Better go mind your business)
Damn, it's been a long year, but I count all my winnings (I count all my winnings)
And you showed me it's fake love, but all I said, I meant it (All I said, I meant it)

They look at me like something, but I feel like nothing (Like nothing)
Never mind, I feel numbness, paranoid when I'm in public (Yeah)
That's why I clutchin', on God, you ain't takin' nothin' (Yeah)
On God, you ain't takin' shit from me, remember I ain't never had nothin' (Yeah, yeah)

I woke up sad (I woke up sad)
I woke up sad as fuck (As fuck)
I'm up until dawn (I'm up until dawn)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck ('Cause I, 'cause I)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck ('Cause I, 'cause I)
'Cause I'm getting high as fuck