Salamander Songtext

I'm sorry for my mistakes I never knew I could act so strange I always wanted to make sense but I never intended to hurt you with the things I never said bending forwards and back losing myself when I needed me most I've learned that I have a lot to learn this indecisiveness I get lost this ins't the last time I will fall from grace I need to be small before I can be strong I ntried the best I could to be kind I'd like your respect but I'd rather keep mine it's too late and I don't know why I can't take you I can'tt ake you to heart it's too long and it's too wide I can't cross and I just don't think it's right