Sinking Songtext

What she do is irk my nerves, got me sour, make complaints
And, I know deep in her mind she got a love, but got a hate
That's the reason wе come back, and get so close, and run away
On thе other hand, I know you must forgive to go to Heaven
But, it's hard to love my daddy after leavin' at eleven
Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings
And, I truly understand, so, God, I hope you get this message
Only lookin' for peace, cryin' myself to sleep
How a nigga so shallow, but the water get so deep
Could remember 2016 it waa only at my feet
Fast forward to now and it done gotten past my knees (Yeah)

Uh, so close to the water, so close to sinking
You been on your own lately too, so what you been thinking?
Got a lot on my mind, so, it's hard to think what I'm thinkin' (Yeah)
I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason
I got my own problems, dealin' with this naggin' ass shit
Fuck these naggin' ass hoes, and this naggin' ass bitch
She know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better
Tryna think that I can change, and now we stormin' through the weather