So Tired Songtext

I'm afraid I won't live much longer
But I'm writing up all of these songs first
Too much money in my hands
I don't even understand
I can't even comprehend what I'm doing
All this stress up in my head
Popping pills to get some rest
I don't wanna end up dead, I'm losing

'Cause I'm so tired running from the fire
Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher

'Cause I'm so tired running from the fire
Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher
Running from the big racks hide 'em in my backpack
I will never look back I don't wanna back track ooh

I don't wanna be this
I wish they could see this
I've been waiting for the point when I wake up and say how did I get here All these thoughts in my head made me so low
And when they build up I just might explode
Anxiety inside of me got way too much that's wrong with me
What's wrong with me? I know

Tired running from the fire
Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher

'Cause I'm so tired running from the fire
Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher
Running from the big racks hide 'em in my backpack
I will never look back I don't wanna back track ooh

Tired running from the fire
Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher
Running from the big racks hide 'em in my backpack
I will never look back I don't wanna back track ooh