Sometimes Always Never Happens Songtext

just for the attention
i'm trying too hard to impress
i've found myself a new obsession
you say you'd let me in
but then you will destroy me
you know i wouldn't mind at all
even if there was a possibility

and I'm not sure if its obvious yet
I just hope you're easily impressed
I know I'm aiming way out my league
But optimism never killed anybody

i tried to call you there was no-one there
i tried not caring but i'm still on fire
i tried regression but it just got worse
prehaps i'm disturbed or maybe you are
i tried to hurt you you're a pacifist
i tried to hate you yes it makes me smile
i tried to forget but i still remember everything

so don't listen to what i say
cos my words might show the real me
can't open my mouth
without putting my foot in it
and every single day
just drags me further under
and as long as you, stay
theres no chance i'll recover

we've never talked but thats not holding me back
cos our relationships deeper than that
I don't think I've ever been so scared
don't think for one second that you ever really cared

i tried to call you there was no-one there
i tried not caring but i'm still on fire
i tried regression but it just got worse
prehaps i'm disturbed or maybe you are
i tried to hurt you you're a pacifist
i tried to hate you yes it makes me smile
i tried to forget but i still remember
everything

and i know just how this'll end
i'll end up with sweet f a
someone always gets there first
well i never liked you anyway
and I tell myself next time
i'll throw caution to the wind
i shouldn't let it get me down
but you know i always let it
i always let it
i always let it
i always let it