Standard Candle Songtext

a possible action:
This borders on crazy, but I'm feeling at the end of my rope.
I stumble into your house while everyone's sleeping.
I crawl into your bed so I can begin healing.
(oh, what I've become...)

The water beside your bedside only makes my throat dry.

Why shouldn't I try to provide a sensible reason?
Why couldn't I just realize tonight we just died?