Tantrum Songtext

I been through trauma I thought I recovered from
I got regrets, you heard about some of them
This is gon' make my heart bang like a rubber drum
I will not sugarcoat this stuff with bubblegum
Goin' through troubles, I hate what the trouble done
I'd hate to be the thing that people suffer from

Ooh
You cannot replicate me, I'm a one-of-one
You and I are not one of them (Ayy)
Them'a forgot and it won't be another one
I'm always number one
After the rain, then I know that the sun'll come
I see the light in the treetops
I am not God, but I know I'm a son of Him
You just a son of a biotch
I know exactly just what they been doin'
They countin' me out, but your numbers ain't showin'
I know where I been, I don't know where I'm goin'
If you wanna boat, then you better keep rowin' 'Cause oh, so way up, I might get me a [?]
Flyin' with angels, they sent me an omen
The devil tried get me, the forces are with me
Yo', Jesus, come lift me 'cause this is my moment and ooh

Back on my journey, I'm takin' my chances
Searchin' and questionin', lookin' for answers
Hopin' this medicine heal all the damage
My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum
Ayy, I took my traumas and made it a anthem, ayy, mm

I done came too far to hand it over
I'ma keep my head up like a man supposed to (Grr)
I done took my punches, they was standin' over (Brr)
Devil want my soul, I couldn't hand it over (Grr)
I ain't picture perfect, think the camera's broken
Had to shut the door, they couldn't slam it on me (Grr)
How you sleepin' on me when I am a sofa?
Tryna trample on me, you get tramped over (Brr)
Joker's think it's sweet, this ain't no damn mimosa
This a aerosol inside of Arizona
This the bank bonds mixed with Sammy Sosa
This a loose screw inside a damaged motor (Yeah)
This a graduation with no damn diploma
This is aggregation, this is validation (Brr)
I got open wounds, ain't no grass to trace in
This a bigger world in my imagination
This is me, woo

Martin Luther had a dream (Dream)
Joyner Lucas had a vision I became everything I had to be (Woo)
I been livin' like there's no limits and I learned the game from Master P (P)
I'm starin' at my reflection wonderin' why this is starin' back at me (Why?)
What it's gon' be?
Oh, y'all forgot I ain't new with the pen
First to five Grammy, I do it again (Woo)
I'm doin' me, I ain't doin' no trends
Findin' myself with the music again
Difference is I don't need music to win
Soon as I drop, then I'm boomin' again (Boom)
Back to the crown, it's the mood that I'm in
Promise ain't nobody truer than him
Will

Back on my journey, I'm takin' my chances
Searchin' and questionin', lookin' for answers
Hopin' this medicine heal all the damage
My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum (Yeah, yeah)
Ayy, I took my traumas and made it a anthem, ayy, mm
Woo