Today Is Not Real Songtext

If it wasn't for the changes, I would probably die
Like how the dark never seems that dark when it's finally light
My concentration is a knot, my depression keeps it tight and

I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better

I'm like the cold dead winter, finally looking for the spring and
You're the nice warm sun, you give birth to everything

Like a patient coming out of surgery, I remember how to feel
Like a traumatized victim, the past half hour wasn't real
Wasn't real and

I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
So make up lies, and convince yourself they're true
Who am I to tell you what to do?

In a half hour, I'll be fine (I'll be fine)
The next 29 minutes are gonna flow like concrete