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I know there's a reason but this guilt trip's too much for me. Know it's too late but I can't let this happen over and over. I'm not sure what I did to earn this but I'll admit I'm still not fully furnished. But everyday gets better than the last. Since I woke up today I guess my body wants to move on. If you're still in bed today then get your fucking socks and shoes on. Cause what life has in store can make you feel lower than the ocean floor. But we all deserve more. In My darkest hour, I stand all alone in the rain. I'm glad I still have air to breathe and it shows. What do you do when you lose somebody close to you? And even though they want you to stay strong you just let it pull you underneath the ground. And how about the girl who thought she finally had the one. And now that it's all over she'd just rather have a gun. And even if that person comes in they're worth anything at all. She still won't give a dime that's how another person falls down. I know it's in season but this heat is too much for me now. This could be the worst dilemma that I have ever faced. Cause I don't need another plot twist and I guess I could be pretty pissed, but I'm finally getting over this and it shows. When I was younger I thought that the first mistake was the last but alas I see that it was just the beginning of those games we play. Not to win but to stay alive. I'm alive. All good things come to a bitter sweet end. I don't want to be somebody who lives to get ruined.