VII Songtext

hit me harder/ i'm already gone/ it's a bedroom riot now/ tight on/ as you force a flirt out of your house/ hold me down/ fuck my mouth/ but it's still holy somehow/ the there, the then, the right now/ the beg, the steal, the borrow/ but will you still love me tomorrow/ so i pick my face until i bleed/ i am denied that which i need/ your world is pillars of salt/ so i lick my wounds shut /first i closed my legs/ then i closed my mouth/ then i closed my heart/ now i'm shutting down

you'll know when i'm ashamed/ you find me on the kitchen floor/ and it was everything after/ and it was all before/ i was sad and lonely/ i was barely breathing/ and i woke up bleeding