Who I Could Have Been (Who I Never Became) Songtext

If there's a life after death
I hope it's not based on what I'm living
Because it's a stretch to say that I'm not dead already
to say that I'm not taking more than I'm giving
I'm all out of hope of repaying my debt
because I've seen a side of this life I won't soon forget

It's not my fault that I'm not the same
and I'll blame anyone it takes to take this pain away
I'm not sorry for being selfish