.newly Acquired Tear Affair. Songtext

Crashing on words
Blinded by truth
Spill my insides
Just to feel you
Sinking by breathes
Wish it wasn't true
You know my story
I'm not good enough for you

I put these bullets behind behind my ear
Like your cigarettes my dear
I put these bullets behind behind my ear
Light your cigarettes my dear
Bang bang and I'm on the floor
In a warm pool of blood
As i look up your smiling so much more

I cut my wrongs into my face
So everyone can see As the days go on
We drift further
Soon to plunge under to
The depths of the ocean
Where I long to be
But reality won't let me leave
Our bitter sweet thoughts
Have produced what we are
A hopeless longing love affair

I know asking for a goodbye
Is to much so as i
Depart from this say
Everything you wished
You did as my back is
Turned this time I won't turn
Around to soak up your
Tears, I'm am ready to drowned
You've made me want to drowned

You promised you'd fix me
You promised you'd try
But you only say these words
So this moment will pass bye
Soon that moment will be my life
And you'd wish you'd tried
When you had the chance
To help me cry.

Soon that moment
Will be my life
So I'm here
To write all of you my goodbyes

My lip begins to bleed
As I dig my teeth deeper
Trying to hold back
My tear filled screams
But they all break through
My answers are all the same
But you don't believe a word I say